Still alive

[karlht]

It is so loud inside my head that I'm having trouble getting words to come out.

Somehow I manage to get up in the morning, get myself dressed, and stumble through the day. But I have no idea how I keep doing it.

One step and then the next, until it all comes crashing down.

Comments

[cofax7]

I'm so sorry. As they say, the only way out is through. But I'm sure that things can and often do get better. Hang in there!

[karlht]

I'll do my best. I know, intellectually, that this won't last forever, that the week after the time change always kicks my ass.

But wow, there were a lot of things that went sideways at once. And I haven't exactly been long on spoons this year in the first place.

Thanks very much for your support -- I miss seeing the Bay Area gang, but I have little to no social energy these days (see above re: spoons.)

But I think of you fondly and often, and I keep up with your posts here pretty well.